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I've been busy since forever...
a lot actually happened in the pst months...
the initiation and ol...
the law school stuff...
grrr...
hectic.
But im kinda happy to see mima and rachel last saturday....
I feel bad... coz when they talk.. i cant relate anymore... i've lost touch with them with quite sometime now...
And as i read lyf_a_beach's journal, it felt like someone pinched me in the heart...
I miss this guys.... huhuhuhu....
I hope that when im not busy and all, they'll tag me a long still...
I'm sori lyfs_a_beach,
I was not there for you in the past few weeks..
After this semester,
I promise I'll make it up to you....
ay wab u...
i do appreciate their txts inviting me to bum in the mall or a sleep over mima's crib....
but....
I just cant do that now.... i have to plan everything before goin out...
i hope they are not making tampo.... :(
I will try my best to at least give even a lil time to this journal... coz its my only way to know what's been goin on to mima's and donna's lives....
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Jun 5 2006
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shout outs to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) lyfs_a_beach and dunat
sori guyz... i havent really updated my journal since recently i felt that my life has been pretty damn monotonous....
nothing to write about.... and this journal would really become redundant if i do so...
actually you dint miss so much hunnies....
it was just late morning wake ups and wee hours sleeping time....huhuhuhu
i dont have anyone to chat with anymore....
recently: i just passed the exam for mozcom, the first interview and i just had a final interview last friday...
I just really pray that i'll hear from them soon.
they said they'll call me really soon if i did make it.
Ive been terribly torn between having to find a job or to study law....
A terrible dilemma.... coz that will definately determine the next 4 years of my life...
4 years stuck in lawschool = getting a degree in law, becoming a lawyer if i pass the bar, allowance life once again,
no pressure of looking for a job soon, mommy supported daughter once again.... possible cute classmates or schoolmates.... hahahaha
4 years on working(hopefully) = save money, independency, a possible advancement in my career, vacation leaves, sick leaves... hehehe.... and possible cute officemates or clients... wahhhhhhaaaa
*i'll give it this week to think bout it.... until this wednesday!!!!! and ill have to see...
last saturday: POPS (wer else?!??)
i miss hanging out with the poker peeps but i miss my SNC friends as well... zen jd kayel and eunice....
so i decided to go to pops with them...
m really a loner this past few days...
social life = ZERO... hehehe
and recently: the internet as well as my online poker buddies are my bestfriends.....
I sound soooo desperate??????
pls Cindy!!!! get a life! damn...
i have to...
coz this is NOT my NORMAL self anymore....
thats why i decided to start with my night life
 
dont we look gorgeous???? hahahaha
to tap it all up, i had an ok night....
Robbie was there as well....
E for EFFORT....
he was always on my side that night....
and he leaned closer and closer and closer...
talking about his oozing confidence that night....
i was like????? wut the hell?????
hahahaha...
well anyway i had fun anyway...
tomorrow i just hope i can find sumthing significant in my day to write about,...
i really do miss mima and dunat...
haven't talk to this guys in person lately...
and you know wut... i so find that NOT NORMAL...
i mwisssshhh you guys soooo much. capish.
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May 23 2006
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GUESS WHOS BACK???? BACK AGAIN....
hehehe....
i miss writing my journal.... been busy... i dont even see my friends that much anymore... ive been fixing things in the office... specially for my net cafe which is opening soon....
shout outs to dunkin dunato and mima....
aka
lyfs_a_beach and dunat
i do miss u guyz.... soooo much... specially dunkin dunat... i was happy to recieve a text from her which turned out to be a chain text ( send to 10 friends and blah blah)... hehehhe..... but at least kesa wala. so meaning, she hasnt deleted me in her phonebook.. hahahaha
m so inggit. noche odie n miong is in buda... cant wait for the buda trip this weekend...
buhbye for now... got an early exam tomorrow.... mwah LJ.
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May 13 2006
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a freak vehicular accident happened last nyt.. my tito n my 10 yr old cuzn died. its just to sad... seeing my family members break into tears... and of course thinking that one innocent child did perish...
have to go now...ill have to doze myself with some sleep... have wake up @ 6am to be in the wake again. ... hay. talking about my luck this days... this is not my best year, and so i think.
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May 10 2006
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M BACk....
sori LJ... i was trying to post a blog days ago..
but i just cant...
all i was able to type was "life sucks, lifes cruel"
so its not my side of the wheel this days....
but oh well here it goes...
dis past few days.... i was under going this ulitmate boredom which eventually turned into depression.... I just cant understand the fact, why i still hasnt landed a job.. i feel bobo.. i feel useless... i feel so blank...
its this early morning and lazy afternoon, when everybody else is in their jobs... while i sit and watch dvds and reruns the whole day...
Good thing mima was with me... We spend afternoons together... figuring a way to make it through the day...
Looking for a probable job... passing resumes or plain hanging out.... bsta we hav each other...
then... she had a call from NEH.... she was hired.... huhuhuhuhu.. i paused and feel the tears which are about to roll down my cheek... mixed emotion...
I was really really happy for her... been praying for her hard this past few days....
I know she is going through a lot ryt now... and i cannot top the burden that she's carrying...
Most of all, i dont want her too feel guilty that she'll have to leave me not by choice but because its a very good opportunity for her...
Plus she needs a job now more than anything else...
Really mims... M happy for you... you deserve it...
I dont mean to blame life itself... things are not really on my side....
I know that i should look at the brighter side of life... but i just cant...
I hate the fact that though i try to go through my days and trying to put that smile on my face...
But honestly at the back of my mind... it haunts me...
Plus... He, actually, We has decided not too talk anymore. I dont wanna elaborate about it... I dont want to cry.... I have more important things to do.... to think about.... to focus on... but still this matter adds up to the clutter I have inside my heart.
Just had a little hope today when I passed the exam for Nissin... I hope this will be a start to for better days...
plus he called me this morning... missed it though coz i was taking the exam..
I just dont know why he called... M pretty sure we made it clear that nyt...
M scared of the things that I'll have to say or the things that I'll have to hear...
But for me its over.... it really is... for good....
I just want to say thank you to my dearest friends for sticking things out with me during this time of my life:
* MIMA * RACHEL * ODIE * JAN EARL CUTE * NIGGY TATA *
my out of the coverage area friends:
NOCHE and DUNKIN DUNAT (gosh miss u both)
the storm calms when ur with me.....
m having an interview tomorrow... i just hope i'll make it.... pls pray for me...
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May 3 2006
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BLAST FROM THE PAST....
i was out with my childhhod friends....
I promised them last week. Its because they barely go out... since m the on who is often out.. it is my task to show them around...
tour guide????? hehehehe
I love this girls.
I had them like forever.
donna (my bestfriend of sooo many years) and xandra.... too bad majean cudnt come... she's expecting a very important call.
we first planned to watch a movie.... but we decided to eat our fave: sausage and penne pasta @ blu gre mts instead.
then we sang our hearts out @ GMIK videoke in autoshop...
a fun night.
I was happy to spend time with them.
sa uulitin guys..... mwaaaahhhhh...
by the way i miss mima.... hehehe.... first time in weeks that we are not together for a day....
but at least i got to talk to her this morning.... hehehe
nyt LJ...c yah real soon.
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Apr 26 2006
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NORMAL DAY....
I was awaken by the irritating buzz of my intercom... MY MOM.... my lola inday texted her regarding the soli forms... my mom actually sed if i could like give to my lola last sunday.. coz she will be out of town by then.... SHIT... eeeeeek---> trouble ahead.... correction early morning trouble ahead... so i pretended that im already awake and held her fone until sum1 textes bout it againand i could like delete it, and by the time she leaves the haus i'll rush and drop the solis... haaaaay..... plan successful... dint get to trouble.... whew!!!!!
mima will cum over the haus after an errand for her mom.... shit.... I was so embarassed.. coz our food for lunch was like.... eeeewww.... sori Lord ha, grasya sya pero sumthing is wrong tlga.... Our maids.... ggggrrrrr.... good thing mima like me was a gud sport likewise.... she sat on the table and acted like she liked it... hehehe.... but honestly me and my brother was like: wut is happening in the whole world??!?!?!?
we went to office for sum official biznes... after that we went to school for the reunion meeting... wut a meeting.... me noche paul and ofcourse memz.... same people.... hay... i felt miserable evryone else is busy on sumthing... and we are there coz we are pratically Jobless........ sad sad sad.... :(
then saw robbie in kabab... chatted chuva.... we ate dinner.... chicken bbq and beef steak.... fed 2 street kids and went home...
by 8:30 Jd picked me unis and me up in my haus and spend the whole night in Bos coffee shops.... busy updating... coz we havent been seeing much of each other latel.... coz they are busy and im jobless (the bitter truth)... we dropped zen home then Jd dropped me and eunice home as well....
*Just feel bad coz i really feel that sumthing is wrong with me, coz i havent fount a job yet..... good thing good ol mima is with me every single day... i do hope we'll end up having a job at about the same time.... ciz if mima is gone i am all alone... sad sad sad....
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sori Lj.... I wasnt able to update my journal last nyt.... coz wen i got home.... my brother was using the pc... juz wen he was done... i POLITELY asked him to PLEASE park my car inside the our gate... i dint park it wen i arrived coz my parents had visitor and they parked infront of the gate... But then he went BLAH BLAH BLAH... "drive drive ka di ka nnmn pla marunong magpasok ng sasakyan mo...." GGGGGrrrrr.... I wasnt feeling well... mima noche yeng can attest to that.... I had a terrible headache, cough and colds.... So i was reAlly in a bad mood... i just locked myself in my room.... i was even planning to pour all my anger in Lj but i dint want 2 see my brother's face... that's y i decided to lock myself to sleep....
EARLIER that Day...
The total disaster
As per usual our never ending job interview.... Today's interview: Marco Polo Hotel.... So i woke up like 8, to prepare for the 10am interview... I just hate to be in a business attire.... Well, i like how corporate it looks.... But u know, with the tropical weather we have... slacks and long sleeves are quite not so temperature friendly for us... and for pete sakes, its summer heat baby... well anyway, wen I got dr... I asked tutti to meet me in the lobby... she's forn interview too.... To our surprise... It was a panel interview... We were like 30 ppl in a conference room... We are asked to introduce ourselves as well as enumerate our strengths and weaknesses for 5 mins... and guess wat?!?!?! I applied for like account executive or like a back door job.... But then they wanna put me on the front desk?!?!?! HELLOOOOOO!!!!!! I'm like.... excuse me?!?!! its not that i couldnt handle the job and take for instance an irrate guest.. its just that it isnt my thing and can i just say... u have to stand up for 8 hours... and to add it up.. its like shifting... meaning there are times wen u have to work in the wee hours... without sitting down?!?! in full make up and in 3" or higher pumps?!?!? a little above the minimum wage.... well, ok there are tips and service fee... but still NO WAY... well nwy, i had to go though the introduction shit.... so blah blah blah... after that we had to go to lunch break and guess what they announced that wen we had to go back at 1pm, and we have to present sumthing to showcase our talents.... like singing dancing role play and the like..., hahahaha.... its like my first time to encounter an interview that starts at 10am and ends ar 5pm plus the presentation shit.... hahaha.... LUNCH BREAK: i went home and dint come back..... hahahahaha... soo lng marco polo.... front desk my ass.... hahaha,...
I got a call from niel ( my friend from cebu), he's here in town for the horse competition thingie.... he's and equestrian.... by the way he's mima's cuzin... but we see each other more often... hehehe.... i had to show him around coz wen im in cebu he's the most hospitable ever... so i picked up mima and noche and waited for niel's text so i know wen and wer will i pick him up... but unfortunately he had a late dinner with his relatives here so i cancelled the group date coz i worte earlier i wasnt feeling well... just spent the waiting hours for niel at Cups and Lowercase ( a new coffee shop in town) ..... i was with mima noche yeng rachel and jan mac
As i was driving home i saw the car of my dong.... not actually his car... one of his family's car, coz wen he's saving up gas , he uses that car... he's car runs on v8.... It was parked at BOs... a sigh of relief: its his brother.....
TODAY!!!!!!!
Boring day actually.... I just spend my day in the saon having my hair fixed... i had the so called cellophane and hair spa... hehehe.... talking about pampering urself... as well as body scrub and massage.... i was in there for like 5 hours... hahahaha... so wen i went home ad to dress up quick coz i have to pick up cai and her daughter cheska.... we headed for donyas haus... same old chit chat....
the highlight of my day:
my dong called me up... he wanted to see me... he's shy to go to donya's so we met sumwer... he was concerned coz wen he called my voice was so cold.. i was like: ur so dense.... hehehe... well nyway he bought food for me... he followed my car till i was home.. la lng.... and we are still texting now.... sweet!:P
i dont know... im confused... and i don't wann athink about it... come what may!
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Tagged by
6 wierd habits:
1. I love taking pictures almost anywhere... May it be palengke, mall... hospital... waiting in the car... bsta i juts want the memories at my phone at the end of the day.
2. I know a lot of people... But there are times when sum1 smiles at me and approaches me and like "Hi cindz musta???", im like " oi, ok lng.... ikaw?!?!?"...
Then when the person leaves, m like: "Who's dat nga?!?!?!" .. hehehe
3. When i take a bath, I sabon myself 6 times cguro... hehehe.... I put normal soap first, then the scrub, then the soap again, then the body douche, then the shower gel and finally johnson milk bath.. hehehe
4. When im getting ready for a date or gimik, I change my outfit 3 times or more... before settling on a certain get up.... Usually, its not pa that m satisfied its because I'm running out of time already, it either my date is on his way or my friends are pissed na coz im matagal...
5. When I'm in a very good mood I'm the most madaldal and noisy among the group... but when im mad i never say a word at all...
6. When I try to remind myself bout sumthing all the time, I end up forgetting all about it... hehehe
Sorry, I have only 4 friends here in LJ, mima, dunat, chefsy and anishamare.. theyre tagged already eh... hehehe... got no one to tag...
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I started my day by my morning rituals then a quick check on the net... was waiting for a message from a friend.. then i got to school o claim my TOR... good thing it was already there.. then i passed it to metrobank and to smart... mima n i enjoyed a walking around and checking on with the new arrivals from one store to another.All the things that i saw was like so nice lil summer outfit.. but then i realized i am goin to work soon (hopefully)... so i wont be needing those...
MIMA AND ME.... SM...
Then we headed home to wait for noche.. we're goin to his family's thanksgiving bash... i had just an ok night... My table buddies: kieth and mima... when suddenly... Donna appeared bythe crwod of guest in Greenheights country club... hehehe.. talking about seeing each other everyday.. its pretty obvious when u read all my LJs... then pauline joined us, coz she had no friends either.. actually it was an all-elder crowd...
the falling action....
Then "HE" picked me up... and that started it all... I was just holding my patience and all... Its hard when he gets so manhid and self-centered... Yah, the bitter truth... It was all about him and never about me... it was his clamors, complains, wants, decisions... it was him... it was never the two-sides of the story... I was becoming really pissed... I was silent while he was driving... pau was there so i really had to shut up.. i dont want her to think m marking my territory over HIM... God.. i could feel my heart on the verge of bursting... i tried to hold the tears coz i dont wanna act like a drama queen... nd besides i find i so desperate to do such thing... I wasnt faking the feeling.. it was real.. Then we went to his friends place.. I was silent the whole time.. that's why i went to the nearest convenience store to buy cigs and a mag... shit... I wanted to read sumthing while he was talking to his friends,.. I'm not in the mood for chatting with his friends... not now... definately... not now... He was trying to be extra kind.. I was pretending to smile then i decided to drink beer just to ease up my anger.. had 2 shots of red horse.. beer isnt me.,... i hate the taste plus it makes me tipsy ryt away... but its beer or nothing... then his phone rang... I raised an eyebrow thinking who myt that be... he stood up, and directly went to a secluded corner and started murmuring.. I was like... "THE HELL!!!!"... but i just kept silent... i dont wanna act like a jealous b*tch dropping nasty words just to express my feelings.. not me... i just went back to reading d mag pretending i dint notice that he stood up and chatted with sum1 over the phone... But this is too much... i cant take this anymore... this came too early... this isnt good... I was silent the whole time... I tried to act normal, but i just cudnt fake it... He then notice that i was too silent and i dont want everything thats been happening around me... so he took me home... On the way home.. I was shutting my mouth though my brains are formulating harsh words that he deserves to hear.. I just dont want to make things more complicated.. i wanted him at least to realize what was wrong... .. So, when we arrived home... we had a short talk.. I asked him too think about things and how we really wanted things between us to be... coz for me im just tired... too soon to be tired but iam... I had bad memories from the past and it aint happening again... No way.. I was a stupid ass for love once.. and it'll never be twice... ive done enough... to say my peace... I gave him a tiny peck on the cheek.. for me it meant: it was nice knowin u... i had a great time... thanks for making me smile, taking care of me, for all the gifts (i dint ask him to, and if he wants it i'll give it ol back to him).. and lastly... for whatever it is that ive done wrong, sorry... enough. I want out... I dont want this anymore. I'll try my best not to miss him... his calls.. his voice... his smile... his noisy down pipe.. his out of this world expressions... ive done enough... It'll be trying real hard to kick him out of my life since he was becoming a habit... sad.. i cant fake it anymore... I just cant :( truth hurts... letting go hurts more... but being a coward is just isnt me anymore. I'll miss him for sure.. but if he doesnt change.... i'm sure i'll never regret the decision that i made. To mima n dunat,,, can't wait for you.. i jus wanna curl into my bed... and doze of to sleep.. just don wanna lie awake to think... I'm just too used of this things... It has happened to be for quite a no. of times already... and this time would take me down no more... Luv yah guys... I dont know what to do without u ... To noche:ur a beep away.. i know... thanks for all the support... I love yah to death.
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CHILLIN'
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NOCHE AND CINDY
Got a intercom buzz at like 5am.... MY MOM.... she's headin for cagayan with my dad n bro.... HOME ALONE... exag.. of course lola ( cool gramma) n the maids are here... but technically m like alone... FREEEEEDOOOM... yipee...
Positive sign:The HR Officer for Metrobank texted me... I passed the exam... YIPEE.... so first things first: i have to get my TOR (transcript of records) from Ateneo... I have to pass it to Smart and Metro.... When I arrived in Ateneo.... SHIT>>>> its a long line... but i have t do this.. its now or never... holy week na kya... and besides.... holiday na sa wednesday... After the long wait... take not: standing!... Good thing noche was beside me and mima arrived already.. My turn, at last... my TOR wasnt there as well as mima's.... shit shit shit.... long wait for nothing.... GGRRRR....
So all my plans for the afternoon was cancelled.... I dont have anything to pass....
We stayed in kabab... while formulating a perfect plan for the afternoon... When suddenly... I noticed a white car with d loudest down pipe ever.. its HIM.... my heart leaped... IT was him... he didnt see me... i called him up.. so he came back... had a brief argument and he left... I left pa my phone with him ( sira walk out ko) hehehe... but eventually it cooled down.... even if it wasnt a sweet moment.. i was just happy coz i saw him....
actually, i was bothered last nyt... as u can see in my LJ last nyt... before tuckin my self into sleep.. I prayed... i asked for a sign.. if tomorrow i will not see him nor talk to him... that was it... its not meant....
Afterwards, we went to the mall... scavenging for great stuffs to strut our way to summer fashion.... RESULT: zero... no gud finds... sad sad sad.. we saw sandra there with her date KIM.... hehehe .. NO COMMENT... Then i ate Tenderloin tips in verdebarr... and finished mima's china box... hahaha... talking about having a big appetite... YUM... i dint have lunch that's y ull have to forgive me...
Luckily we ran over he 3 conyo-wannabes,,,, hehehe,,, IVAN COCO ASYONG... gud thing they had a van with them.. All set for a road trip.. but nah ah... we headed for Blugre to meet up with our batchmates to discuss our most awaited batch reunion... finally meeting up after 5 long years...
Paul was the early bird, and gez was frances the presider was an hour late....
THE EVER PRESENT BATCHMATES: mima javy tutti sandra noche jennifer frances ivan coco asyong chino and paul ...
At the middle of the meeting.. He called me up... he wants to pick me up to talk.... so he did.. mind u after like a minute after we hung up.. he was there ryt away... amazing... we talked for a while and it was wierd.. we were silent and he wants to drop me home to rest daw... so i asked him to drop me back to blu gre instead.. i just felt that its so boring to go home so early since im all alone... so he did took me back to BLU GRE... but with all he BLAH BLAH BLAH and a big frown...
Eventually he said his apoligies... and ok na kmi ulit... YIPEE...
We had a long walk to my house... just when i arrived home, he called me to check if im home (sweet!)...
Then after an hour or two,, he called me via landline... hehehe...
technically: this day wasnt as bad as what i imagined it to be...
Nyt LJ! mwaaahhh
Hope tomorrow will be a better day for me...
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Apr 10 2006
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A FAMILY DAY: MASS + ZAKOYA JAPANESE BUFFET
 me me me me me me me me me
 my dearest M O M and my only baby brother
I didnt sleep well last nyt.. probably because i haven't heard anything from my dong... :( ... then i was pissed coz my brother came home drunk... and i just hate that smell... if you know wut i mean... i hate how drunk ppl smells... it gives me this migraine... shit... i think i finally slept at about 6am, then woke up at 11. Had a quick lunch n chat with mom. They dint pushed through travelling to CDO since my brother came home like 4:30 am and drunk can i just say... hehe... surely his not in a tiptop shape to drive... so when i finished all the things i had to do for the morning... i tried to sleep again since the mass is not until 6pm... but i just cudnt... i feel uncomfortable n nervous for sum reason that i dont know... plus i really feel bad n praning y my dong hasnt called me up yet or even txted... ^ pm... on my way to church, checked my fone before turning it to silent mode, status: no txt from him not even a missed call... shit. Its palm sunday... amazingly without my knowledge... i was too preoccupied to remember... after the mass. checked my phone and turned it again too my personalized profile, status: no txt nor missed call from him... this sucks.... my fam n i decided to go for japanese.. i love suchi: california maki... yum!... i'm gonna stuff myself to erase my thots of him and just enjoy a nice quite meal with my family... it only happens every sunday.. since everone so busy during weekdays... so we are never complete in the table... after the sumptious meal (thanx mom).. no txt/missed call... so i txted him pretending to ask for sumthing.. No reply... txted him twice: No reply.., I called him up to check on him... and he's acting like a wierd a*sh*le... like "Ah..... ok...." answers..... damn... i'm pissed.... i dont know why io feel so bad... sure we are not together... we're just friends... but i miss him sooo bad.... maybe because i was used to his calls and his being makulit with me... i complain of his bein makulit and now i'm missing it... ( that's like so hard for me to admit... ).... but anway... that's life... i mean... i know i'm not inluv or wut... it's just my pride... ishe tired of me... is he rejecting me.... i dunno... one thing is fer sure... i shud stop acting this stupid... it sure goin nowhere.... nyt LJ... tomorrow....
Shout outs to MIMA NOCHE and DONNA... Luv yah!
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I started the day with a txt from SMART... They said i have to pass my transcript & app letter... demet... SM sooo far from my crib.. and its quite a long drive, not to mention fuel cost... i had to go to school to claim my transcript... then lucky me not a jampacked parking lot.... YIHEEE... Then i went to kabab and sed Hi to a few peeps... LARA*TANO*RUDYARD*ROCKY*LR*ARVIN... I had to get my app letter printed since i ran out of ink at home... Arvin accompanied me to getting my transcript.... when... shit its closed.... GODEMET.... the registrar is closed.... SHEEEEEETTTT... it hit me... its a saturday.... so i just took my chance in goin to sm with arvin... with 1 requirement missing... then BEEEP.... a txt from hr of smart.. i have to furnish a resume .... AGAIN?!?!?!... i wanna shout... im n sm na... hlo????.... but the good thing is i saved my resume in my USB... and i have a spare passport pic in my wallet.. so i rushed into the nearest computer services store aka netopia.... Printing fee there was damn expensive... but its ok.... work done. had to go back monday for my transcript.. SHIT. dropped arvin in js... and headed to aquafill (eunice's working place) to give her a cd of our pics plus to splurge chickas evah... the DORK talk & of corz the my dong talk... hehehe
time: 9:30.... had to pick up mima n dunat @ mima's..... goin to venue meeting noche and his family...
@ V E N U E..........
We had a fun nyt.. sharing unending chickas and joking aroung noche's parents.. envious i myt say.... seein to couples who have been together for God knows how long... and still loving each other as well loving to spend time with each other..... SIGH**** i hope someday i could find sum 1 like that.... by the way there's this band singer.... man he sings like the best talaga... but when u get nearer and nearer.. WHAAAAAT>>>>> he hooks like booba's alex crisano.... hahaha... eeew....erky!
SUDDEN FEELING -----> Missed my Dong.....
i find it wierd... really.... coz i saw him last nyt... and shit... i dont know... *PANIC ATTACK*... i couldn't be f*ckng falling for him... NONONO!
I feel so bad.... dint see him today... dint talk to him in the telephone today....
sumthing is missing today... =(
Hopefully tomorrow would be a better day, if i get to see him...
BY THE WAY>>>>>> NEWSFLASH!!!!
I'm home alone tomorrow.... DAD MOM N BRO are going to CAGAYAN... yihaaaa....
bye LJ tomorrow again... chatting with the evil twins... DUNAT n MIMA, funny i just dropped them home like 3 hours ago... hehehe.
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